1st day of work, not that bad but super tiring! ):

thanks for the both of you for waiting for me to knocked off from work! much loves!(:

<3

track of the things that i want to blog about! busy with the rabbit for the past few days =/

rabbit having some fugus infection! damn worried. i wanna club and go shopping so badly but after buying and paying my school fees i'm fucking broke! work work work!! FMEL. fuck my entire life!

oh well, haven though of a name for the rabbit! but it's damn adorable!! hahaha love it(:

a lame excuse for buying it because i'm depressed that i failed my paper. hahaha fuck but who cares!

starting work on monday, quite excited about it but somehow it is like afternoon shift till closing.. boring!

i'm glad that i'm back to the healthy lifestyle again excluding smoking. hahah running and swimming! my stamina drop like 23652197452395 like shit! phobia that movie was totally crap, its not even horror but it ended up like some comedy movie..everyone in the theatre was like laughing luh! -.-

i closed my eyes and covered my ears so hard that when the show ends, i felt so tired!! -.- damn stupid and timid i know! i hate horror especially thai and japanese movie! and plus plus plus i'm so sick of prawning! the whole of last week almost like prawning everyday..yuckkss the moment i looked at prawns, i feel sick! yewww!!

alright pictures time! alot of pictures..tsk! oh yeah i found my brother and my cousins picture in my com! haha fucking funny look at them!( their dino!)

to be continue in the next post.

FUCK MY LIFE TO THE MAXX!!! failed my fucking paper!! cbbbbbbbbbbbb arrghghghggh bitchfit

tanning not very successful! ):  waited for the bloody rain which lasted 3 hours!! oh craps..
i'm so hungry noww!!! alright going town now to catch the ugly truth!! ((:

the ultimate! HAHAHAHA! this is what someone do when they are high on that night! (:

LOL! FUCKING POWER! kids nowadays nothing to say! hands down

bye for now!

tanning tmr with jan baby, maybe ben is coming along..
late comers treat! lol. after that going for a job interview..
i'm planning to learn saxaphone when ben finishes his O level.. take the course together and plus driving lessons!
time to drive baby!! no more taking bus/ mrt  HAHAHAHAH! (:
went to watch gamer with baby just now. awesome video game battlefield..after that jalan kayu with my classmates..
oh well, keith is getting married soon in december..happy for the both of them (: can't wait for their ROM..

i think my blog is fucking boring talking about what i'm doing everyday.. ):
nvm no one gonna read it.. : p

when you found the one you really devoted to,sacrifices are needed.

sort of got a job at united square at udders! some ice-cream shop. hahah easy money :D
just came back from prawning not long.. caught lots of prawns!! HAHAAH SUPER BIG!! happy that i caught 2 big ones! (:
was actually planning to stay at home, just randomly got moody and wants to be alone.. oh well, but P has to work on friday till monday so no choice meet up, spend the time with him and his friends..
i'm so sry my babies ben and jan.. promise you guys to meet you at gardens today, last minute thingy again!
hope you guys understand! will make up to guys(: paiseh =/

accepting his friends now is kinda like my first step of changing myself, i shouldn't have any pre-judgement against them at first. feel kinda bad and mean.. sighh.. okay i should stop hating the person but instead try to accept them for who they are.. i'm sorry baby for making you having such a hard time begin a middle person also..forgive me??): 

i know it sound childish but i believe it does happen to you once in your life before be it now or in near future.. oh craps whatever!! lol
nights!

future love!

something is not right.. oh well, neither i want to mention nor bother about it.
maybe things are just fated to happen or meant to be this way, it doesn't really matter anymore.

perhaps pretending is the best way to avoid, so what if it hurts and toturing??
i'm willing to accept it, i'm just afraid it may backfire.
there's really nothing i can do about it.
maybe having a time of my own is good(:
i think it's time for a change back baby!




well can we go back to where we were before
you dropped your heart on my floor
cause it was easiest to hide it all away
and we never say what we were thinking

relaxing here at ben's place.. it's god damn 5 am already, and here am i blogging...
oh well,  feeling damn shioookk after the warm shower!!!hahaha
rebel today was awesome! met up with bing cong, gordon and the rest((:
anyway i'm glad to see you guys!!! <3
i swear ben's camera damn good!! temp me to buy only; hahahah idiot!!!

will upload the pictures later on!

ps: i wanna get the new ipod nano!!! red/pink?? what other colours??

P, please get well soon ):
please please please..makes me worried when i see you like that.. sigh!

town later or smth..lepak lepak!!! ben confirm take his dslr baby out!
jan is working, oh well see you guys in a while!!
currently addicted to these songs.. future love, firefiles, sweet dreams and february air!oh please go listen to them(:
idk why i feel like clubbing these few days quite badly!! i always didn't do anything productive!! hahaha fuck it what's there to do seriously when you're having a one month holidays! lazy to find a part-time job!  smoke drink smoke drink smoke drink thats all i do!! damnnnn!!!

besides that, i think i'm good at letting people down..
sighhhh i don't wanna promise anyone..i'm sorry for putting anyone of you through these.